from Frantic Thoughts
released July 2, 2017
Biting my nails down to the bone; heart racing, filled with fuel by fear and shame
Overwhelming thoughts of being left alone only one sure fire way to clear my brain
All of the voices from inside and out, not really sure who's to blame
Everyone claims that they can fix my head but all their answers sound the same
It's like this everyday People tell me to smile, but I have no reason to
I don't see a silver lining, I don't see an hope, I don't see any point in this
so don't tell me to fucking smile if I don't feel like it
I scream and cry as I fall to my knees but everything I say remains unheard
Every time I bring it up people act like it's a dirty word
I need a solution and I need it now, but all the answers sound the same
with all the voices yelling at me, telling me that I'm making it up, that it's all in my mind, that
it's all in my fucked up brain.
And it's gripping me by the throat, refusing to let go.
Will my mind every be at ease I hate the fact that the answer's always no!
Depression's got a hold of me, depression's gonna kill me.